Monday, April 25, 2016

finally spring feeling...






To wash the windows and get into the strong spring sun is so beautiful, liberating and very nice!

det handlar om vad drivet är...

Pratade med en vän nyss och då kom vi fram till att vi kan dela med oss av väldigt mycket i våra liv, men har samtidigt väldigt stark integritet, så när nån krafsar, vill veta mer än vad man är bredd att lämna ut, då uppstår en inre konflikt och man vill gärna vet vad som gör att personen inte släpper taget... jag har valt att kallas såna typer; mollusker, vilket inte alls har med en mollusk att göra, bara ändelsen av ordet som antyder det jag menar...


Synonymer till mollusk

blötdjur; (bildl.) lätting, parasitkräk

det handlar om ett stukat inre...

Att ha blivit drabbad, så att man tappat tron till den man en gång var...

egentligen så bryr jag mig inte om just detta...

Men, när det är så att en av "cutiesarna" ev. ska företräda mig... då blir det helt plötsligt något jag måste bry mig om... samspel spelar alltid roll på något sätt...

Monday, April 18, 2016

näääääääääääääää..........

En hopplös känsla av att jag inte har kontroll över mina känslor, min kunskap, mina rättigheter etc.
Ångesten trycker i bröstet och det känns svårt att andas... Bara för att...



Bara för att; någon ser rött i min närvaro, som har makt att sätta mig ur spel med oschyssta medel, maktposition, dumhet och tjuvnyp när andra inte ser.

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

an incredibly warm and beautiful yesterday...


















At last spring and the heat got to us here in the North!
Sooooo good to see all the brittle bright colors, all people face the long-awaited sun.

Found a new sculpture on the town, unfortunately, but what I could see a name on the artist. This is always annoying and shame when you want to know, is also annoying because I know that we artists are our own brand name ... we need our names linked to our work, it is a duty to convey it, I think.

poultry or fish in between when it comes to spring...


What has been...

That is about...

What has been.

my lunch break today, could have been worse...

Or it may be worse?!
Maybe not in the "fika" going, but in general, I'm quite sure it could be worse...

identification...

Today I felt with this creature, a screw loose...

But quite sure I can not be that it is a reflection of anyone else in the m into the surroundings, which I choose to interpret as me... tricky.
Could well be someone who has a screw loose...

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Hising island today...





The little yellow horse was a gift from flea man, that I will give to my friend Gila in Copenhagen, she works with horses and this little once will become a part of her collection, later on.





Today I took a trip to the island of Hisingen with my friend Therese, we checked into the new building, a fresh new district is emerging, and then we ended up at one of the old garage/ flea market that has existed as long as I lived in Gothenburg = 30 years. Then, our goal; Jenin Grill - barbecue, surely the most affordable scarp in town and so good! We ate and talked, both laughter and tears, life is the sun and rain, so to speak. Full and satisfied we went home again after an amazing nice day, despite the rain in the air so we were happy and satisfied.

A flea market bargain that was what got home with me...

A crazy bottle of wine and spirits limited company.

spring time!


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home sweet home...

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I have a sick spider fear and I do not want to kill them either...


I put a cup over and hope that some friend comes and rescues me and caught the spider. Today came Therese and took out the spider, out in the open.

I can live with a cup over a spider for a long time, because I do not fix to deal with the monster.

Saturday, April 2, 2016